I find it ironic that, when trying to think of a topic for a blog, and floundering in the nothingness that is inside my head right now, I realise I could in fact blog about that very lack of ideas.
Let's start with this week. It has been an interesting, stressful, and...eye-opening week. I stopped using Facebook on Tuesday, for a myriad of reasons, and have found it to be invigorating. I now have time with which to partake of things constructive, such as sorting through my old school books a deciding what to keep and what to throw away. I find myself no longer rushing home to see whats happened on Facebook in my absence, looking forward to the next new witty update from one of my 500-and-something friends.
I will mention, however, that I do miss the ability to contact my amazing international friends at will, for free. Thus, my return to Facebook is imminent, but I might just stay off for a while longer.
As for the lack of ideas, well, I guess I'm having a lull in creativity. Not that writing a blog of randomness takes much creativity, its just there hasn't been much to inspire a topic for my blog. *sigh*
Overall it's been a bit of a depressing week to be honest. And I'm just so tired. I don't have the energy to fight anyone anymore. I have more important things to focus on right now. Lately, it seems like I'm losing people in my life left right and centre, and the only common denominator between them I can see, is me. So I guess time out from most things internet is helping me try to work out why. I'm pretty sure I'm not a bad person, but I've heard different as of late.
Guess it's time for some good old fashioned soul searching? That will have to wait until I have time to think.
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