It has been a mental few months. It would take a long time to explain it all here. I'm still processing.
Basically, since I last posted...
March - went back to uni, which I was really looking forward to, but it's a lot of work this year and I'm so stressed out now, and I'm only at uni 3 days a week, which are full on days, so I pretty much never get to see my friends, and the friends who I don't see in my actual classes, our timetables clash so we can't see each other outside of class and this makes me very sad.
March 18th was a day that turned my world upside down. There was a car accident. My cousin was in the passenger seat.
April 3rd he died.
Now the funeral is over, I'm back home, and things are supposed to go back to 'normal'. I mean, I wasn't that close to my cousin, but he's still family you know? And he was 22, the same age as me. That is bloody scary. He leaves behind his partner and 3 month old son. It's tragic. My heart is breaking for my aunty, and I'm too far away to make any difference.
Meanwhile, I've got a shitload of stuff to catch up on for uni, and to do for upcoming essays.
I feel like I'm drowning in debt too - my yearly dental check up ended up costing me over $400 because I needed fillings (which I got today... ouchie :( ) and it just feels like all the financial crap is hitting me all at the same time.
I'm also reeaaaaaaaaaaaaaly tired, can't seem to get enough sleep. Had a routine blood test on Wednesday, and my dr rang me today, I'm borderline anaemic again (yay -_- ) and so have to be careful not to trip into a flare up and get sick.
So basically, everything seems to suck a bit right now, and I'm too tired to do much about it.
