Crazyness.

It has been a mental few months.  It would take a long time to explain it all here.  I'm still processing.

Basically, since I last posted...

March - went back to uni, which I was really looking forward to, but it's a lot of work this year and I'm so stressed out now, and I'm only at uni 3 days a week, which are full on days, so I pretty much never get to see my friends, and the friends who I don't see in my actual classes, our timetables clash so we can't see each other outside of class and this makes me very sad.

March 18th was a day that turned my world upside down.  There was a car accident.  My cousin was in the passenger seat.

April 3rd he died.



Now the funeral is over, I'm back home, and things are supposed to go back to 'normal'.  I mean, I wasn't that close to my cousin, but he's still family you know?  And he was 22, the same age as me.  That is bloody scary.  He leaves behind his partner and 3 month old son.  It's tragic.  My heart is breaking for my aunty, and I'm too far away to make any difference.

Meanwhile, I've got a shitload of stuff to catch up on for uni, and to do for upcoming essays.  

I feel like I'm drowning in debt too - my yearly dental check up ended up costing me over $400 because I needed fillings (which I got today... ouchie :( ) and it just feels like all the financial crap is hitting me all at the same time.  

I'm also reeaaaaaaaaaaaaaly tired, can't seem to get enough sleep.  Had a routine blood test on Wednesday, and my dr rang me today, I'm borderline anaemic again (yay -_- ) and so have to be careful not to trip into a flare up and get sick.

So basically, everything seems to suck a bit right now, and I'm too tired to do much about it.