Lost.

What do you do with yourself when the things with which you occupied your time are suddenly gone?  Most normal people would embrace summer, when uni/school stops, when you get a chance to breathe before delving back into the madness of semester time full of assignments, work, reading, study, and such.  They'd hang with friends, work, tan, shop, have fun, drink, party, live.

I kind of feel at a loss as what to do.  Then our internet stops working (small town problems) and I feel like I've lost a limb!  Especially when waiting on news from a loved one about major surgery, with minimal other means of communication!!  Anyway, I deviate.

I'm not bored, don't get me wrong.  I go for a walk every morning with my mum, our dog, and our neighbour.  I'm learning more about the town I now call home (albeit reluctantly at first) and exploring different parts.  

I do most of the cooking, and baking at my house at the moment (and probably for the foreseeable future) because of my mum's dicky knee and hand.  

My friends have been wonderful coming over to visit, each mostly staying the night on our blow up mattress, and watching movies and stuff because I can't afford to take them all out to do stuff.  But usually it involves frozen yoghurt, and boutique chocolate shop.

I'm working most weekends, which I really love - I work with amazing people and we always have such fun.  I'm looking forward to the whole summer with them.

It's just... everyone is doing stuff.  And I'm at home.  Doing nothing more than working a few shifts per weekend.  And I'm getting cynical and angsty and blah.

I don't even know what the point of this post was.  I got distracted half way thru writing by the season finale of Cougar Town (guilty pleasure).  So yeah.  Lost my train of thought.  Sorry.