Under Pressure

*insert YouTube clip of song here*  So yeah.  Feel like I'm living in a pressure cooker, and it's not even a mad time of semester.  It's just things feel like they are bigger than they actually are, and it's like cool, just add something else to my never ending list.  

There's SO much to read, especially for my Buddhism paper, it's so overwhelming, and now my notes are needed for that class too, for disabled students who can't take their own notes... and then Anthropology readings (which is more like psychology, which makes it immensely harder and more boring) for which I have to write an assignment, and Criminology, well that's my easier subject I guess.  Because I still love it, and it relies a lot on what was learned last semester.  So I'm cruising at the moment.  Still behind on my notes though.  -_-  

Anthropology used to be my favourite subject... now I'm not enjoying it.  Maybe it's this paper, and that it's seriously psychological, and it's totally over my head (and my tutor is scary, so I don't even want to talk to her!) or maybe it's the lecturer?  I don't know.  Hal is usually pretty good, although severely disorganised.  If I can just stick this paper out, and pass, then I get to do the fun stuff next year....

But in the meantime... ARGH.

As for Buddhism, I wasn't dreading it, but I wasn't looking forward to it either.  It's not so bad.  It's growing on me.  I've already learned a lot.  But there's just SO much to read.  I keep saying this, but honestly, I can't stress this point enough.  Feels like I should be doing a Law degree with this much reading.  

Sigh.   After this semester... One more year... one more year.... one more year...