Quizzage.

Ever really cried your heart out?
A couple of times, maybe.


The past two nights, where did you sleep?
In my bed at home last night, in my bed at my apartment in town the night before.


What’s one thing you like about winter?
 Being able to wear my puffy jacket!


Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
Yehhh she's a hottie... guys chase after her all the time...!


As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
How I don't feel too great after dinner tonight and might have to avoid curries in future.


Have you laughed until you cried?
Yes, it's the best feeling!


What are you listening to right now?
The beginning of Shrek Fourever After.  :P


You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false?
False.


What is the last thing you drank today?
Orange squash


Has anyone put their arm around you in the last 5 days?
Mum and Dad.


How old was the last person you kissed?
Can't remember!


Have you ever seen the last person you kissed without a shirt on?
...


Are you too forgiving?
I'm too stubborn actually.


The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3am, would you go?
Yes.  But they'd probably never think to ask me in the first place.


Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
...


Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
Yes, She Will Be Loved by Maroon5 reminds me of Stacy.


Are you ready for kids now?
No.


The last person that made you angry, did you tell them?
Yes.  The bus company.


Was Halloween good for you this year?
I don't celebrate Halloween


Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
About the same.


Has anyone hurt you bad lately?
A bit.


How is your new year so far?
2011 is good, I'm at uni & enjoying it!


Do you believe in love?
Not sure.


Are you happy with your life?
I could be happier.  There are some parts I loathe.


Your sister came home and told you she had sex with 15 boys, you’d say?
Since when did I have a sister?


Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeh.


Who was the last person you gave a dirty look to?
The cat when she stole my spot on the couch.


What is the last movie you watched, with who?
*currently watching* Shrek Four


Is your hair up or down right now?
Up


Who was the last person to sing to you?
Noone


How many pillows on your bed?
3


Promise not to lie and delete questions?
Yep.


Do you consider yourself an emotional person?
Can be... it depends.


Are you saving your money for any big purchase right now?
Yes, a camera/going overseas on exchange


Name the person who lies the most?
I'm not sure.  People in charge seem to.


Who did you last hug?
My parents.


Whose bedroom were you in last?
Mine, and mine.


Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Pulled almost closed, but open enough that the cats can come in, cos otherwise they scratch my door for hours.


Are you wearing rings?
Yes, just one.


Next time you will kiss someone?
I don't know.


You can get a puppy or a new car. Which do you choose?
Puppy


What is the brand of the shirt your wearing called?
I don't know, it's from the Warehouse.

A Really Interesting Email I Recieved...

In the line at the supermarket, the cashier told the older woman that she should bring her own grocery bag because plastic bags weren't good for the environment. The woman apologized to her and explained, "We didn't have the green thing back in my day."   

The clerk responded, "That's our problem today. The former generation did not care enough to save our environment." She was right, that generation didn't have the green thing in its day.

   

Back then, they returned their milk bottles, soft drink bottles and beer bottles to the shop. The shop sent them back to the factory to be washed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottles over and over. They were recycled.

   

But they didn't have the green thing back in that customer's day.

   

In her day, they walked up stairs, because they didn't have an escalator in every store and office building. They walked to the grocery store and didn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time they had to go two blocks.

  

  But she was right. They didn't have the green thing in her day.

   

Back then, they washed the baby's nappies because they didn't have the throw-away kind. They dried clothes on a line, not in a 220 volt energy gobbling machine - wind and solar power really did dry the clothes. Kids got hand-me-down clothes from their brothers or sisters, not always brand-new clothing.

   

But that old lady is right; they didn't have the green thing back in her day.

 

Back then, they had one TV, or radio, in the house - not a TV in every room. And the TV had a small screen the size of a handkerchief, not a screen the size of a cricket pitch. In the kitchen, they blended and stirred by hand because they didn't have electric machines to do everything for you. When they packaged a fragile item to send in the mail, they used a wadded up old newspaper to cushion it, not Styrofoam or plastic bubble wrap. They didn't have air conditioning or electric stoves with self cleaning ovens. They didn't have battery operated toys, computers, or telephones.

   

Back then, they didn't fire up an engine and burn fuel just to cut the lawn. They used a push mower that ran on human power. They used hand operated clippers to trim the shrubs. They exercised by working so they didn't need to go to a health club to run on treadmills that operate on electricity.

  

  But she's right; they didn't have the green thing back then.

  

They drank from a glass filled from the tap when they were thirsty instead of using a plastic bottle every time they had a drink of water. They refilled their writing pens with ink instead of buying a new pen, and they replaced the razor blades in a razor instead of throwing away the whole razor just because the blade got dull.

  

Back then, people walked or took the bus and kids rode their bikes to school or rode the school bus instead of turning their mums into a 24-hour taxi service. They had one electrical outlet in a room, not an entire bank of sockets to power a dozen appliances. And they didn't need a computerized gadget to receive a signal beamed from satellites 2,000 miles out in space in order to find the nearest pizza joint.

  

  But isn't it sad the current generation laments how wasteful the old folks were just because they didn't have the green thing back then?

I'm Bored.

A

- Available: Yes

 - Age: 21

- Annoyance: Dad is eating rice crackers and it's really loud.

- Animal: Squirrel

-Actress: Anne Hathaway

B

- Beer: Is still gross.

- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes

- Best Feeling in the world: When you drop suddenly and its like you left your stomach at the top

- Been on stage?: Yes, for singing and poetry recital and a Bible reading

- Believe in yourself?: Sure, why not.

- Believe in life on other planets: Maybe.

- Believe in magic: Anything can be magical, you just need to know how to look.

- Believe in Evolution: Yes.

C

- Car: Yellow VW Beetle

- Color: The whole goshdarn rainbow.

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate

- Chinese/Mexican: Why is it necessary to choose?  A Chinese Mexican, or a Mexican Chinese.

- Cake or pie: Cake

- Country to visit: Somewhere in Africa, and South America.

- Comedian: Rhys Darby

D

- Day or Night: Night

- Dream vehicle: Yellow VW Beetle - preferably convertible

- Dance in the rain? Only to a Taylor Swift song.

E

- Eggs: Are disgusting.

- Eyes: Well mine are green.

- Everyone has: an ulterior motive.

- Ever failed a class?: Not really, but I've done really badly in Chemistry and English.

F

- First crush: Hmm, hard to remember. 

- First thoughts waking up: Morning already?! Grr!

- Food: Cheeseburger.  Grapes.  Feijoa.  Broccoli.

- Flowers: Daisy.

G

- Greatest Fear: Deep water, natural disasters, earthquakes

- Goals: Graduating university, university exchange to Montana, USA, and travel.

H

- Height: Average

- Holiday: Yes please.

- Health Freak: Inner Health Freak.  Don't have enough will power.

- Hate: Capsicum, tomatoes, marmelade, raw onion.  Also: child & animal cruelty.

- Heart Broken/when/who?: I'm sorry, what?

I

- Ice Cream: Jelly Tip

- Instrument: Piano & Cello

J

- Jewelry: Yes please.

- Job: I'm a bum, living off the govt. ;)

K

- Kids: One day

- Kick boxing or karate: Neither.

- Keep a journal?: Nahh, that's why I have this blog.

L

- Longest Car Ride: Never!  Love road trips.

- Love: has yet to find me.

- Laughed so hard you cried: Best thing ever.

- Love at first sight: is a movie phenomenon

- Lyrics: "I laugh at my own jokes, and what I deem to be clever wit, and you don't seem to mind that I'm so stupid"

M

- Milk flavor: Strawberry

- Movie: Becoming Jane, Mamma Mia, Hairspray... many more

- Marriage?: Perhaps. Who's asking? :D

- Motion sickness?: I get it.

- McD's or BK: Either.

- Memory: "flipper, noggin...duuuuuuuuude"

N

- Number of Siblings: 0

- Number: 24

O

- Overused Phrase: amazeballs.

- Odd phobia: The volume setting on a radio not being on an even number freaks me out.

P

- Place you'd like to live: Penang again, LA, Nice

- Pizza: is best homemade.

- Pepsi/Coke: SPRITE.

- Person you miss: Lots.

- Piercings: 5

Q

- Quail: Cute

- Quiet music or loud: Medium

R

- Reality TV: overrated

- Radio Station: The Edge

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yes I can

- Relationship: Who's asking?

S

- Song: Betty, by Brooke Fraser

- Sushi: Chicken Teryaki flavour please

- Scent: Yves Saint Laurent Yvresse

- Smoked? Nahh

- Skinny dipped?: Yeah

- Sing well?: I wish

- Swear?: I wish I didn't. Well, I don't much, but less is better

- Stuffed Animals?: I have too many

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both!

T

- Time for bed: Late

- Thunderstorms: Are awesome.

- TV: Can be good.

- Tattoos?: Got one.

U

- Unpredictable: The opposite of a Delta Goodrem song.

- Used to play: Badminton, Softball and Volleyball. And Netball when I was REALLY young.

V

- Vegetable you hate: Capsicum, & tomato.

- Vegetable you love: Brocolli & potato

- Vacation spot: Anywhere but here

- Valentines Day: Lame.

W

- Weakness: Lollies, and making friends with people who have a habit of turning around and crapping on me haha.

- Worst feeling: Never-ending tiredness.

- Want to be a model? It would be nice but noone would ever want me haha

X

- X-Rays: Teeth, and ankle.

Y

-Year it is now: 2011

-Yellow: Sunshine

Z

- Zoo animal: Meerkat

- Zodiac sign: Gemini!

Swings in Roundabouts.

When  I was a baby, I had no choices, I was dressed in pink, and admittedly, I followed that when I was a toddler... I was somewhat girly.

When I was a kid, I prided myself on not being girly, rather, on being a tomboy.  Makeup didn't interest me, I couldn't have cared less about clothes, and my hair was in a ponytail all the time.  I loathed shopping, couldn't think of anything worse, and my nails were never painted.

When I hit my teens, I still wasn't a girly girl, nor was I a tomboy.  I guess I was somewhere in the middle or something.  I went to a school with a strict dress/uniform code, so didn't have much opportunity to explore my options or individuality, and the friends I had (yes, past tense, but that's another story) didn't really care about fashion etc either, and weren't incredibly girly.

Now that I'm in my twenties, over the last couple of years where I've worked and travelled before settling down for university, I have finally developed a girlyness I've never really had before.  I now have a vague interest in makeup - I know what liquid eyeliner is now, and how to use it!  I love shopping, and buying clothes.  I may not have the best fashion sense, but I still love shopping. 

But now, I'm starting to feel like I need to get in touch with my minimalist side.  Although not entirely ditch the girlyness... but maybe tone it down.  I feel like I'm becoming a bit too superficial, a bit too reliant on material possessions, and a bit bad at just enjoying being.  I feel like I need to spend more time with my friends and family, doing things that don't necessarily involve lots of money or going shopping, but rather getting to know people, laughing and enjoying life.

One of these days, I'll work out who I am.

That Sinking Feeling

When you know someone doesn't care anymore, but you just can't let go.  

It doesn't help that when one of your favourite quotes is "when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on so long in the first place".

I'm determined to get to the bottom of this one day, but for now, I'm left hanging, wondering why.  Why it's so hard just to text back, or email back, or call me.  I'm tired of making the effort.  I'm almost as my ultimate giving up point. 

sigh.

Untouchable

We've just had a 3 day weekend.  They really are the best.  Next semester I have no classes on a Friday, so it will be like this EVERY weekend.  But enough about that.  That's not the point of this blog. 

The point of this blog is the fact that over the space of this weekend, nobody has contacted me.  Perhaps because I don't really have any/many friends and they are all too busy enjoying their own long weekends.

But it's been nice.  Really nice.  Not a single text message, nor going on Facebook chat.  It's relaxing.  I think I'll go back to my habit of never going on FB chat unless someone wallposts me that they are online and want to talk to me... thats how I used to be.  Can't remember why I stopped.

I think I was always online because living alone in town is lonely, and I liked to chat to people online, but it wasn't very productive.

So for now, I remain, to a degree, uncontactable...

...and untouchable.

It's Kind of Sad...

...when you leave the radio on all the time just for company.

...when you spend far too much time on Facebook for company.

...when you thought you would like living alone.

Oops.  I was a bit wrong.  Maybe that's why I like being home on the weekends so much.